Lalala...
Today is a happy day...

yesterday fainted at school for twice...
Real yeng...
Turns out today still gt a bit dizzy...
but a least not like yesterday d...
XD

Today went to watch the competition...
Yoots...
Heng Ee got second place...
woho!

Happy...
^^

Happy, not happy, happy, not happy...
haha

only two choices
so I choose to be happy...

Yesterday is a normal day...
Nothing special...
Except I sit back with my darling Wei Shan d...
haha

Today is normal too...
Except for something that is going to happen...
haha...
excited...
very excited...
Wat is it?

Wait till Thursday then u all will know...
haha

^^

Tired~

That's the word to fill up my whole weekend...
Friday sukan, Yesterday school and beach party...
Today church, homework and later concert...

O.O

=='''

I want to slp la...
Well, maybe being busy is not bad...
At least I think less and feel more relax...

I told myself I won't cry anymore...

Turns out yesterday I cried for 2 free periods...
Haiz...
The worst part would be smirking pen ink on my face...
haha...

Okay,
admit it...
I am going [Mad]

=='''

Funny...

Sienzz ah...

Ah, I hate my sister...
For crying out loud...
she's so noisy...
One minute of peace also cannot give me...
grrr...

Mad

Didn't write any post yesterday...
Mood was realli down...

Today I went for the school's Sports day...
Run here, run there...
Kena sunburn on my back...

Came back and phone him...
He was sleeping...
I had so many things I want to ask him and tell him...

But I can't...
I can only swallow them into my stomach and let them hide there...

Someday really...
I will go mad...
With all these secrets...
Maybe I can go and live on Shutter Island...

Haha
=='''

The Sports Day was real fun for me this year...
Run here run there, very tired...
but fun mah...

Add oil lo...
XD

Nothing much happened today...
Except for my down emotions...
I can't help myself from being down, really...

I have lost count...
How many times I cried right after I closed the phone...

I have lost counts...
The days I live in my own world...
With my head only on him...

I have lost counts...
How many times when I listen to his voice telling me how happy he is...

Why can't I be happy?
He is happy because I left him...

He will never know that I am sad because I left him...

Life has to go on~
Don't It?

What can I do?

Maybe leaving his world would be the best way...
Maybe I should just leave him...

Then our world would be like to straight lines which won't ever meet again...

Is this what I want?

:(

Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am going MAD~~

Sometimes I really feel that wat Wei Shan say abt me is right.
I am really stupid...
I miss him so much but I never tell...

Why?
Becoz I know if I tell,
all he does is laugh and ignore

Now that I don't tell
I feel so hurt.
My heart is like stabbed deeply with a knife everytime he talks with me...

I juz hope my heart can turn into ashes and juz make me die...
Maybe dissapearing is even better...
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is a normal day...
except for my overloaded bag...
Too many things inside d...

My favourite blog tiok it's owner lock up d...
Wuwu...
Cry...
=='''

Juz phoned mum...
She said her finger looks ugly...
Poor mum...

Want to go to dentist tomorrow...
but the dental clinic didn't pick up my phone...
Wat the?!

Boring day...
Busy Day...

got a very nice chinese quote to share with all of you...
生死契阔，与子成说。执子之手，与子偕老。

what a beautiful one...
Except I won't have someone to hold my hand and accompany me till I am old...
Hehe
^^

祝有情人终成眷属.

Nothing special happened today...
except for a gift I got from a friend.
hmmm...
I dunno wat to say abt it...
bt it really get my nerves on...
Brrr....

So busy today.
Lisan, karangan, maths, add maths...
Haiz
My world is spinning again...

Skip wartawan coz gt loads of things...
Came back home and grandma said:"U said u were not coming back?!"

Ok.
So no lunch prepared...
I fried my own eggs and bread as my lunch...
Yummy...

That's for now...

Two noisy girls will be coming later...
So better go, if not sure kena they scrub...

BB!
^^

Turns out that nothing happened yesterday...
I read books till 2 this morning and wake up at 7...
=='''
for wat?
to go to church...
Awww...
Haven't go for sunday schools for like a few months...
teacher looked so surprised to c me back...

I am so excited to share something very special that I learned this morning,
so here goes...

Did you know that there is a lot of words in Ancient Greek that means "Love"?
But these love are split up to four categories...
I learned about three of them today...

First would be Eros.
Eros means the kind of love which you are involved to satisfied your own lust and find happiness through ways which you don't care if you hurt anyone. It's only on the body.

The second one is Philia.
Philia means the love for our family. Like brothers or sisters.

The third one is Agape.
In chinese, Agape is translated as 爱加倍, which literally means more love. However, the word
agape means love without thinking for repayment. a love which you can sacrifice yourself just for the happiness of others.

Cool eh?
^^

Nowadays, it isn't hard to find people with love like eros but it is really hard to find someone with the agape spirit.

A few days ago I told my best friend that I would not ever pull myself into any love affairs anymore. I felt like since I found my really true love, why not just stay behind him to look at him go on happily.

Maybe that is my version of agape towards him.

^^

p/s:This post is not written for anyone. So don't jump to conclusions.
pp/s: This post is not for anyone in Heng Ee. ^^
ppp/s: YS, really, truly support you and J. Add oil. I would like to receive your wedding card someday. Of course la, with her name on it...
XD

Didn't write any post yesterday cause was too busy.
Went with my mum to shop for the things needed for her shop.
then she said she wanted to buy a cake from secret recipe for me:)
i declined though...
now i REGRET!
Cry XD

The concert yesterday was nice...
except for the little unhappy experience...
haiz...
Yi yue, next time pls dont change my place!!!!

Nw am at Cze Vern's house...
juz went for a hair cut...
and got my first birthday present from BK...
Thanks Bro!
:)

End of today post...
hope that there may be something special today....
:D

today's the 15th of April...
Nice day, isn't it?
Of course nice la...
Tomoro birthday liao...
haha
happy
^^
Older for a year means more responsible on my shoulder...
I am just so tired...
It feels like a spinning top which never stops...

Tomoro going to listen Chinese Orchestra's concert...

Today met him on my way out of school...
He looks so down and lonely without her...
Poor Ys...
Hope he gets his smile back...(which i noe is easy...as long there is her...^^)

Add oil lo...
to everyone...
Specially those who are having concerts...
Those CO and Harmonika de>>>

Add
Add
Add
A LOT
Of
OIL!!^^

无奈的日子~
一日比一日无奈啊！
好羡慕可以将爱说出口的人～
我的爱只能在心里挖一个洞，将它放在里面，再埋起来。
昨天赢了辩论初赛，心里终于有了开心这个词～
然而，开心只是暂时的。。。
不久，无奈的伤心又会回来了～
啊～～
无奈啊。。。
在网上开webcam，跟朋友扮鬼脸。。。
希望能好起来吧，这心情。
加油咯！
:P