I learnt something new today.

Never underestimate anybody. Even those who are really close with you.

I have a friend. Technically, he is my senior in my university.

I treated him with respect and he was a great friend to me at first.

After some time, I realised that I didn't knew everything about him.

Then, I got to know the people around him. His girlfriend, his admirer, etc....

And things got out of hand.

I knew a darker side of him.

The very rude, flower-hearted guy and gossip creator.

I never knew that he could be such a person.

So, I learnt how to keep him close.

As the saying goes: Keep your friends close, your enemies, even closer.

Because he goes around spreading words that I am a big mouth person. As in I like to spread gossip all around.

The problem is, I get all the information from him.

So, who's the gossiper?

I feel like I am in a Gossip Girl episode now.
XD

I'm coming home~
Coming HOME!!!!

YAH!
Finally going home.

Sit in the same chair doing same things for one week straight really isn't a good way to spend holidays.
I need my family to prevent going mad.

Heard a quote:
The world breaks everyone, and afterward, many are stronger at the broken places. Ernest Hemingway.

So it's wrong to say my heart was broken and can't be fixed.
It should be my heart was broken, now it's stronger then ever.

XD

Love myself so much.

What's love?
I had been trying to figure that out for a very very long time.

I was happy to see them together. (SERIOUSLY, I AM!)XD
But there was a little weird feeling in a very small part of my precious little heart.
Wonder WHAT that was? :)

I never figured out why he hated me that much.
We were practically family friends and the girl was a tuition friend for the both of us.
It's nice to see them together. If they are really together. XD

Maybe that's love to him. And HER.
:P

I miss my bestie in Penang.
Wished I was home earlier just to see him.
It's a long way from America to Malaysia.
I WANNA GO HOME!!!!

And my dear dear heart breaker.
Never tried to mend my heart, do you?
XD

Don't care.
I still do L*** you.
XD

I wanna go back to my lovely home.
Pity whining of mine.

Here's another song for my dearest.
Kelly Clarkson's Behind These Hazel Eyes 

Love it!


Love,
Angel

<3

我就是不明白，為什麼會有人不明白什麼叫：忍耐也是有限度的。

你可以無限地不斷投訴我，我就不可以嗎？

火大！！！！！！！！

你這個！@#！#@￥@#%#￥……%&%

忍不住想罵粗話。

最近，不好的事情一直來。

馬來西亞又是一個如此讓人無言以對的‘Banglasia’。

人類難道都只會向’錢’看？

一生中如果只剩下金錢的話，活著還有什麼意思？

直接死掉算了啦。

腦袋裝糞的人，還害我喪失儀態，真是的。


哼！！！！

又是平淡的一天。

最近一直在努力讓自己變得更好。
沒辦法，有人說我又肥，又丑又懶惰。
爲了自己的未來，唯有乖乖努力付出，讓自己進步。

最近發現，自己總是不容易滿足。
老是想起自己的以前。
人啊，太空閒就是這樣。

其實，真的很可笑。
我又不是陪在他身邊的那個人；陪在我身邊的也是別人。
可是就是會不自覺的一直想到他。


是不是得不到的就是最想要的？最放不下的？


我不想放下，我想將你收在心裡的最底層，讓你成為我最珍貴的記憶。


可是，我知道你永遠都不會給我這個機會。
所以，我選擇遺忘。



你永遠，都是我的愛。
我也永遠都會是你摩擦不掉的污點。
多希望自己不是一個污點，而是你心裡最珍惜的回憶。

你說，對不起。
我說，沒關係。

你說，我們永遠都是朋友。
可是你卻再也不把我當一回事。
:)

沒關係，我會把你當成最珍貴的記憶。
因為我愛你。