Friday, July 8, 2011

你还好吗?

今天去上小提琴课,跟老师说我想学“Think of me”

你说过,这首是我们的歌。
其实,那是我很想告诉你,这首是我的歌,属于我的回忆。
你说过,你喜欢青色。
我那时好想说,我讨厌青色,我喜欢白色。
你说过,你喜欢鱼。
我那时好像没有告诉你,我讨厌鱼,它们滑溜溜的。而且,一点也不自由。
你说过,你喜欢星星。
星星,是天上的眼睛。它就像我的守护神一样。

我从来没有告诉你,我其实是“夜猫子”,我可能比你还迟睡。
我其实没有告诉你,我只是想有个理由想跟你撒娇才会骂你不让我睡。
我从来都没有对你诚实,因为我从来没有告诉你,我可以很快地把你忘记。
我其实很自私,因为我从来没有告诉你我不想你离开。
我其实,不知道我应该如何向你说“对不起”。

我现在只想告诉你,我不会向你说“再见”,因为我不想跟你再见,我想你也不希望吧。
你可以在心里骂我。你甚至可以到我面前来尽情发挥你那我想我永远都看不见的脾气。
你可以不用装成圣人或则天使,我比你更了解你自己。

在这里,向你说一声“谢谢”和“对不起”。
谢谢你给我的回忆,对不起我让你为难了。

送你一首歌吧,一首我觉得你应该听的歌。

You were once my companion
You were all that mattered
You were once a friend and father
Then my world was shattered
Wishing you were somehow here again
Wishing you were somehow near
Sometimes it seemed if I just dreamed
Somehow you would be here

Wishing I could hear your voice again
Knowing that I never would
Dreaming of you won't help me to do
All that you dreamed I could
Passing bells and sculpted angels
Cold and monumental seem, for you the wrong companions
You were warm and gentle

Too many years fighting back tears
Why can't the past just die?
Wishing you were somehow here again
Knowing we must say "Goodbye"
Try to forgive, teach me to live
Give me the strength to try
No more memories, no more silent tears
No more gazing across the wasted years
Help me say, "Goodbye"
Help me say, "Goodbye"

Goodbye~

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